I miss Hawaii

So this semester at BYU has been the hardest yet, and I know that its because I did only generals and its just FREEEZING cold and I hate climbing up the stairs now that I'm south of campus. So of course I see my friends graduating BYUH on facebook and I know that if I would have stayed there I would have been done with school. But if I would have known what I know now I still would have transferred here to BYU because I have had so many amazing memories here. But one thing I will never regret is spending two beautiful years in Hawaii. I am so lucky to have gotten to go there and also attend BYU. I miss Hawaii every day so here's my shout out via Jack Johnson. Mele Kalikimaka!

Yes, this is exactly what I am doing.

So, yes, if you were wondering, I am posting on my blog when I should be studying. I don't know what it is but finals week it is 4 times as hard to study for. Maybe because my classes are so close to being over that I just pretend in my head that they are? Its not good. I end up gaining back the 5 pounds I worked by butt off to lose in like 3 days.. Oreos, chips, ranch dip, ice cream, etc. I should have never taken Psychology so I never had to learn that stress eating is a real thing and comfort food actually works and makes you feel better. I wish carrots made me feel better. here's a video that makes me feel a lot better. excuse the language, but this video makes me smile.

Anyways, so food is a distraction. Also of course Youtube, Netflix, Hulu, iTunes, Hellogiggles, websites that make rain noises, random strangers blogs, or anything else that isn't learningsuite, studyblue, word, email, and word documents.  I have so many tabs open that my computer is kind of freaking out. My hometeachers came over and said the theme of this semesters finals are "don't worry, be happy."  but I'm afraid that I am going to take that theme too literally and actually not worry, and be "happy" and then get my grades back and cry. So that better not happen.

Also with the amount of stupid that I've dealt with this semester I feel like I have a get out of jail free card??? Yes?? Anyone?  sure.. so thats how I feel right now. Also my D&C class makes me want to give up on humanity, because of how impossible my professor is so as long as I still love the human race I think I'll be ok if I don't do so well on my finals. Anyways. Maybe I should study now? I have a final in 3 hours, and another one in 5 hours.. sooooo yup. I guess I'll get back to studying. maybe..

Here's my theme song for the semester. Love this song. Love the Hunger games soundtrack. Love Sia.